paranoia or anxiety, many different terms for unwarranted concern. who is "they"? the unknown, unidentifiable other, the secret persons who threaten or control our lives?
and why would "they" be bothered with how you spend your money? imo they are content to ignore me and my expenses.... they don't come down from heaven, or up from hell, to help me out when I'm down on my luck..... "they" don't care, don't give a damn.....
you can live cash in hand dear nursery but you only create a rod for your own back.
